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Friday, April 12, 2013

Glee…Shooting Stars


Glee…Shooting Stars

Let me just say that this episode was just simply great…you could feel each moment and the emotions that filled it. I wouldn't have called this episode ‘shooting stars’, but ‘Last Chance’.

1.       Cat-fishing: From what I have read, this is a high form of deception because people spend time getting another person to trust them, only to turn out being fake. I really feel it for Ryder because he has obviously invested himself in this on line relationship. I love the way Glee speaks to things that actually happen to people, even if it is not the majority. I have some predictions as to who ‘Katie’ is but its best I not share that.
2.       The shooting…wooow is all I can say. I was standing in front of my TV in awe. I was afraid to breathe because something may happen. In all of it, I was most connected to Brittany and Sam, that moment when Mr. Shue had to cover Sam’s mouth…and Brittany in the bathroom silently crying because none of them know what’s coming. They were literally waiting for salvation, or death. A big thumb up to Heather Morris, I could feel the fear and the anxiety of the unknown in her acting, she was flawless and I really loved how her scene was shot. Brilliant.

3.       Ryder again! My, my, my, that phone ringing inside the choir room that was a twist. But I was upset with Ryder for not turning off the phone before, what if there was someone out there really hurting someone?
4.       Sue: What Sue did for Becky was such a brave and selfless move, Becky wouldn't be able to live that down. You could feel her fear. From what I have heard and read, schools in America are not easy, bullying is so rampant there that there are too many stories to follow. I understand the fear that Becky felt, even if she is a cheerleader, she knows she doesn't ‘fit in’ and that scares her because the world may not be so welcoming. I do believe though that she had that gun before she talked to Brittany.
5.       The music: OF COURSE, LOVED IT! I always love when Sam takes up his guitar and gets to singing, it opens my mind and heart and gives me perspective. Very good Ryan, this show is just…speechless
I know there are some persons who believe that it was unethical for the writers of Glee to do an episode which includes shooting in schools, but I don’t agree. Glee has always been about the controversy and touching on sensitive topics. There are authors who have written about shooting in schools and they did not get such scrutiny. I believe it was an insightful episode which I am glad ended with no one hurt. This is a part of reality; in Jamaica it is stabbing in schools or jungle justice and physical abuse. Someone needs to address the tough topics that are what they did yesterday. Loved this episode almost as much as I loved how the writers of One Tree Hill addressed the topic.

All in all I loved that episode because it was really about holding on to every moment you have because you never know when it will be your last. Show the people around you that you love and care for them. Open yourself to the possibilities of life and forget this living behind a wall idea. Because in the end “it’s better to say too much, then never to say what you need to say again’ – John Mayer, Say (Covered by Glee Cast)


Thursday, April 11, 2013

Soundtrack of My Life


For the past month, almost every morning I get up and right before bed; I listen to I Wont Give Up sung by Lea Michelle in Glee.
I choose this song as my second song on my soundtrack because it describes exactly how I feel right now. I know the song may seem like one for a couple but I sing every word to myself in the shower and the mirror. 
My favourite line is, ’ We've got a lot to learn and God knows we’re worth it. No I won’t give up.’ Lately I have been in a tough place, crying or just withdrawing and I honestly feel as if things have not been this rough for me emotionally. I am feeling mourning and worry in a great degree, I worry I am becoming depressed, but I refuse. I rebuke this sadness in the name of Jesus Christ. I pray for peace of mind and heart. 
Sadness is not a great feeling though necessary. I hate feeling alone and misunderstood, I hate feeling like there is a cloud following me every where I go. I want to live my life to the fullest and leave my mark on this world and I won’t give up. I most definitely won’t.
It’s funny because today Patrice asked me if anyone ever told me I have an old soul; and in this song, Lea sings of herself as a star that has been through so much and just won’t give up. That is me. A star who has experienced pain, sorrow, happiness and excitement. I have been loved, hated, used and abused. I have been the counselor  and the patient. I am not 50 years old, I am 21 years of age and I know I have a lot more experiencing to go through. I have a lot more lessons to learn and bridges to burn. I am changing and growing everyday I wake and breathe. I won’t give up. When the going gets rough and tough, I will not give up.